2014

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A new year to enter;
I´m leaving some thoughts behind.
All I want is to be happy,
find peace of mind.
Let laughter fill out every void;
don’t waste time on being annoyed.
Smile a little brighter each day,
look for good things and make them stay.
Engage in some great conversations,
across cultures, beyond nations.
Say yes when I really feel like saying no;
dare to dream, dare to grow.
Here´s to a fresh start;
use your mind and follow your heart.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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My illusion, my mistake

My illusion, my mistake – is there somehow I can make it all undone, because I was finally moving on. I was balancing the emotions and the hurt, started to believe the pain someday would be gone, out of sight, out of mind. I create the drama, I keep on hurting myself over and over, blaming the game on you – when its really me that fails to see my spoken words come true. You can only go on for so long, telling yourself it is him that is doing it all wrong. When all he spoke was his mind, I had the urge to retell the words as if he was unkind. Its easier to hurt the feelings of another person than to stand up admitting you are lost. Its easier to turn the cold act on, trying to fool the other you won. Never will there be a price or scene that can say it all, make all people in a competition stand tall. But when it comes to feelings, know that they are inside of you – but you have to chose which you allow to shine through. So once more I will persuade myself I am ready to move on, try to this time really leave, be gone. I am not afraid that my strong feelings for you will never go away, but rather that I will continue to sabotage the good things that comes my way. I have to pick myself up and try again, take a leap of faith – only then I am free to create.

The forever written

As always my mind keep telling me its time to MOVE ON,

Stay STRONG and just carry on.

It´s like you can breathe and sense that I am moving in another DIRECTION,

Then you TOSS a bate,

It´s like you´re working on team with FAITH.

Over and over we DANCE to the same beat,

But we never STOP to listen if our hearts beat.

We CARE, cause I know we both do,

But the difference is that I want you to be my ENDING,

And your INVITATION is only pending.

We can only go on for so long,

Doing a person we got LOVE for wrong,

My HOURGLASS is beginning to look empty,

I need the statement where you say I´m your BABY.

If you CARE enough you will let me go,

But what I hope is that you STATE your love.

It’s been to many YEARS of the game,

And we are both to BLAME.

Maybe I am the WEAK one that wants to be found,

Tell me its time to move my feet cause they are stuck on the GROUND.

As I am sitting here now I only HOPE you can find a way to make me see,

That FOREVER was never written for you and me…

Love at first sight

I was sold when I looked into your eyes, they spoke no lies.

Not once have I ever been so fascinated by a smile, so I had to look for a while.

We danced and talked for hours,

I wanted to stop time – keep you as mine.

Knowing when to leave is like knowing when to love,

but somehow I know you would make me feel whole.

I appeard to late into your world,

and I would lie if I said it doesn´t hurt.

I´ve never felt so good, doing something so wrong.

I cannot compete with what you already have,

what you call life and the woman who´s your wife.

Your eyes spoke what your heart felt, it made me melt.

But you´re a man to hold, cause even when tempted you stood cold.

But what if we´re meant to be,

a couple in love for all eternity?

Pushing limits will not get us far, just hurt cause we´re apart.

So all I can say; honor your wife through life.

Cause then I can rest,

not wondering if I could win the contest.

If I ever meet a man like you, I know I´ll stay true.

Cause you are so amazing, my heart is racing.

You could be my one true love,

that´s why it hurt so.

All I know is that I´m breathing,

but it feels without meaning.