– Your love –

I take one step forward, knowing that is the only way.

When the wind screams, I ask myself should I bow, give in, will it lead me astray?

I want to chose every step with strength and persistence,

but once burned, am I repeatedly justifying its my turn?

The limit between greatness and hitting the floor can be compared to the battle between the rich and the poor.

Emotions, feelings and senses, they are all there for a reason, they weigh life´s ups and downs, but when will symphony be my sound?

A masterpiece with the power of all elements, and I am the composer.  My own conductor, the musician, inventor and heart.

I have chosen this path and I have made a promise to myself, never to neglect my own self-respect.

The seasons will offer cold and heat, but never mistake it for your own heartbeat.

Life at times hit hard, swallow your pride, and let yourself know you will not hide.

Yet sometimes I am competing in the contest feeling like I am chasing perfection,

and at times in the heat of the game, I forget to encourage myself to be proud of who I am.

Me should be what there is to improve, everything else will only state me as a fool.

So I pull my head up, make my posture strong, cause deep down that strength is mine, its what I can rely on to move on.

Only then I believe my colors will shine, revealing what I already know, loving yourself makes you strong and it was there all along.

Love at first sight

I was sold when I looked into your eyes, they spoke no lies.

Not once have I ever been so fascinated by a smile, so I had to look for a while.

We danced and talked for hours,

I wanted to stop time – keep you as mine.

Knowing when to leave is like knowing when to love,

but somehow I know you would make me feel whole.

I appeard to late into your world,

and I would lie if I said it doesn´t hurt.

I´ve never felt so good, doing something so wrong.

I cannot compete with what you already have,

what you call life and the woman who´s your wife.

Your eyes spoke what your heart felt, it made me melt.

But you´re a man to hold, cause even when tempted you stood cold.

But what if we´re meant to be,

a couple in love for all eternity?

Pushing limits will not get us far, just hurt cause we´re apart.

So all I can say; honor your wife through life.

Cause then I can rest,

not wondering if I could win the contest.

If I ever meet a man like you, I know I´ll stay true.

Cause you are so amazing, my heart is racing.

You could be my one true love,

that´s why it hurt so.

All I know is that I´m breathing,

but it feels without meaning.